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by **fishi** » Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:14 am

It has been 13 months since our Dday; multiple ONSs, affairs and other sexual behavior forever. With Chrisitan guidance and much prayer we have struggled through.

I never thought I'd feel lower than the day I found out. About 6 months later I had my first Herpes II outbreak and there hasn't been ANY relief. Unlike most suffers (80% of people carrying this don't even know), my breakouts are continuous and none of the drugs work. I have an appointment with the docs to try and figure this out. Today, I'm suffering acutely, and probably because my immune system is over taxed, I'm sick from whatever has been going around the office.

I feel I don't have any physical reserves left. Please, pray for me.

by **j3anjean** » Thu Mar 12, 2009 10:08 am

Oh, Fishi! I am so sorry for your pain and suffering. How awful! I am lifting you up in prayer today for healing and rest. I am so sorry you are having to deal with this.

by **fishi** » Thu Mar 12, 2009 2:43 pm

Thank you, Jeannie. This topic is a difficult one, so I'm grateful for your prayers!

by **FaithHopeJoy** » Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:19 pm

Dear Fishi

I have lifted you up in prayer - may your energy reserves be topped up again very soon. Rest in the Lord and take comfort from Isaiah 41:10.

FHJ

by **veggiemelt** » Thu Mar 12, 2009 7:52 pm

Fishi,

I'm sending you hugs and prayers. So sorry you have to live with physical pain. Get better soon.

by **j3anjean** » Fri Mar 13, 2009 6:35 am

Fishi, when is your MD appointment?

I'm lifting you up in prayer today.

2 Corinthians. 4:15-18 All things are for your sakes, that the grace, which is spreading to more and more people may cause the giving of thanks to abound to the glory of God. Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day. For monetary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal.

Psalm 25:16-18, 20 Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. The troubles of my heart are enlarged; bring me out of my distresses. Look upon my affliction and my trouble, and forgive all my sins. Guard my soul and deliver me; Do not let me be ashamed, for I take refuge in Thee.

Matthew 11:28-30 Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

Psalm 61:1-3 Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the ends of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy.

by **fishi** » Fri Mar 13, 2009 7:50 am

FaithHopeJoy, Thank you! for Isiah 41:10 " Fear thou not; for I [am] with thee: be not dismayed; for I [am] thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness."

Jeannie, Thank you for your prayers and verses. I feel better today. YAY!!!!! It was a tough day yesterday and night!

Veggiemelt, Thank you. Prayer does change things!

by **SAM** » Fri Mar 13, 2009 10:02 am

Lifting you up in continual prayer for healing. So very sorry to hear of your pain.

by **fishi** » Fri Mar 13, 2009 12:06 pm

SAM!!! Thank you.

by **resecured** » Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:17 pm

Oh my dearest fishi,

How my heart aches for you. I understand about STD's. I try so hard to suppress alot of what I feel so that my immune system doesn't fail me and cause this STD to rear it's ugly head. I live in fear that it will progress into something more major that will require surgery. I am praying for you, dear sister. May God strengthen your immune system. Also that the dr. can finally prescribe a medication that will indeed help to relieve your pain.

Here's a hug ((((((((((((fishi)))))))))))).

-RJ-

by **charity1** » Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:54 pm

fishi,
I am so sorry for your pain but am glad you are beginning to get a little relief. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

by **fishi** » Mon Mar 16, 2009 9:45 pm

Resecured, Many hugs to you!!! I will include you in my prayers and I dearly hope you won't need surgery!!! Thank you for your prayers.

Charity, thank you for your thoughts and prayers.

by **resecured** » Tue Mar 24, 2009 4:04 pm

fishi,

Any luck on better medication? Hope that you are feeling better these days.

-RJ-

by **camelback** » Tue Jul 28, 2009 12:33 pm

Hey Fishi....praying for you, that the Lord would bring healing in every aspect of your life!!!

by **Empty Shell of a Man** » Tue Aug 25, 2009 10:29 am

add my prayers to your list.

Also add in my admiration for you....I respect you for staying on the path.

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