Hey Sam,
I just looked up Revelation 3:20.
I remember that verse being quoted to me numerous times the week
leading up to my accepting Jesus as my Savior. At the time it just didn't really impact me, it sounded like a nice, heartwarming Christian thing to say but it did not hold any meaning.
When I read your response I realized I'd never actually looked the verse up myself.
When I read it with my own eyes tonight the meaning behind the verse struck me like a two by four. I pictured someone knocking at my door
and waiting for it to be opened. How long would someone actually wait.
A very patient person, maybe an hour or so. Two if they feel it's important.
Jesus stood at the door of my heart patiently knocking and waiting for me to open my heart to Him for thirty seven years! It is amazing!
This verse helped me with something else I've been wrestling with this week. Though I came to believe that Jesus had died for my sin, I did not feel or believe that He forgave 'all' of my sin. It's been bothering me.
When I read this verse I realized that if Jesus was willing to wait all these years for me to finally trust in Him then He must have loved me more than I can imagine( like I've repeatedly been told). If His love for me was so great that He would die to
cleanse me of it,and patiently wait for me to believe, then He would not and could not leave any sin unforgiven.
If He did, then His sacrifice on the cross would have been for nothing.
Because God can be in the presence of 'no' sin.
Geez Louise, took me long enough to let that sink in! Should have looked that verse up a month ago!
You're right. I think she is very angry at God. How soon I have forgotten that I was in that same place not long ago. I was reminded of how hateful I was to any Christian who tried to share the truth with me. I was also reminded of what a significant impact they had on me when they continued to take my abuse and loved me in spite of it. They practically loved me into the kingdom of God. I let my personal feelings blind me
from seeing the ultimate purpose of showing love in the face of extreme
anger and hatred. Sooo, I now feel renewed and ready to move ahead.
Atleast for the next day or so.
But I also recognized that getting into a debate with me never did any good. I only became more insolent and argumentative the deeper we got into any discussion about God. I almost felt compelled to prove the 'Christian' wrong. I will be more careful 'not' to debate her future questions and statements but to offer to research and find the answers
she's 'seeking' and then leave it to God to duke it out with her.
I feel more inspired to pray for her.
One little verse...
Thank you