by chdoctor » Tue Mar 20, 2007 8:35 pm
Thanks for asking. Thanks for your patience in reading through my first, and relatively long post.
The first part of your question is what has convinced me that God exists? There are a variety of sources for my faith, and in the end the fact that they all complement one another makes God's existence most convincing to me.
When I first became aware of God's existence it was because the testimony of Christians, the testimony of God's Word, and the testimony of the Holy Spirit in my heart and mind all agreed with one another. The conviction I felt from the Holy Spirit on the inside to believe what I was reading and hearing on the outside was enough evidence for me at the beginning.
As I continued to grow in life and in my faith, I respectfully tested what I believed to see if it could stand honest and rigorous scrutiny. While a few minor things fell off like dross being burned off in a refining fire, what remained was pure gold.
As my investigation and scrutiny coincided with my higher education, I began to understand more about "problem passages" in the Bible, logical arguments used for the existence of God throughout history, and an appreciation for the beauty and wisdom of God's universal creation.
One more thing...the presence of evil and Satan in the world is equally undeniable. I think the majority of people who don't believe in God don't believe in non-physical phenomena (e.g. Darwinists). Just like God's existence is necessary and irrefutable, so are the self-defeating tendencies of sinful people and the world and demonic forces that turn them against one another. If Darwin were right and human existence is nothing more than survival of the fittest, then why do we slaughter one another in war, abortion, and other forms of homocide? Wouldn't our survival work out better if we weren't so mean toward one another? Even sins that are so self-destructive like addictive behavior continue.
The second part of your question is how do I know that God is a God of love? When the world in its wickedness loves itself, this is not surprising, but when people love unselfishly--expecting nothing in return but God's favor from above--that's special. What causes people to be unselfish? The biblical narratives tell us repeatedly about God's longsuffering love for His children. He disciplines them like a good father does with his children, but in the end He keeps those who are His own. I've been touched by that love inwardly and outwardly. Inwardly there's a warmth in my heart when I get things right with God (e.g. cofessing a problem or sin I've done lately). Outwardly God loves me by providing for my and protecting me, and He sends others as agents of His love. He's also sent me as an agent of His love to others. That's how I know God is a God of love.
The third part of your question is why is the existence of the God of love an objective truth rather than just a choice? Throughout human history, everyone who was capable of conceiving of God has conceived of Him in one way or another. Those ways often disagree with one another, but this doesn't mean that all of them are false. Many in the world we now live honor personal "spirituality" but dishonor organized "religion." Such people also make the self-defeating claim that there is no such thing as absolute truth (not realizing that such a statement is itself to be taken as absolute truth). The truth is the truth, whether I believe in it or not. I can both choose to believe in the truth and also the truth can exist independently of my belief in it. So...when someone suggests that your faith is just your personal belief and therefore not true, tell them that its both your opinion and the truth (as many things in real life are).